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?Three tickets please,? I said as we arrived at the pay booth.The girls were still giggling behind me and then whispering to each other, though, unfortunately, each new message was unheard by me.Another round of giggles filled the car, which I grinned at too. However, this time, I had a feeling they were both chuckling at something more at my expense than something genuinely funny.The wildlife safari park had two sections. The first you drove through with your doors locked and your windows closed. It contained large animals like lions, gorillas, elephants, giraffes, hippopotamuses and so on. The second part was more like a zoo, where you parked and walked around. It had all the smaller animals plus the restaurants, a picnic field and a large child?s play area.It made sense to do the driving bit first, as the day?s heat had not yet built and if the truth was known, I also wanted the girls to carry on their conversation. It was good as they were bonding and also, most importantly, I wanted to hear what they had to say to each other, and especially what they were saying about me!* **?We do the lions first,? I announced, leaving the girls no choice.?Make sure the windows are up and the doors locked,? I then added as I turned left through the first of two massive, steel wired and well-guarded gates. To me, it felt like we were just about to go on a Jurassic Park tour but without the dinosaurs.The first enclosures housed the lions. A long tree-lined tarmac road meandered through the trees and took us towards it. The park rules were simple: keep your doors and windows locked, a maximum speed of five miles an hour and no stopping.We slowly followed the grey road towards our fate, both inside and outside the car.The tree?s thinned, and we reach two very large, steel-wired gates. An armed keeper, in his zebra-patterned Land Rover, was parked just on the other side of the second gate. The first gate electrically slid open, and a green traffic light flashed on. Several cars, including ours, drove into the space between the two parallel gates before the first gate closed behind us. Then the second opened, releasing us into the lion enclosure.It felt like we had just crossed an international border into some foreign land and in a way, we had, as now it felt like we were in Africa as they had themed the enclosure to look like the Savanah, the lion?s home territory.We drove slowly, straining our eyes through the grass, the bush, and the trees. This was the first of fifteen themed enclosures, some large, some somewhat smaller. We had been told it would take an hour and a half to complete the full safari. That we would see Africa?s big five, which were African elephants, Cape buffalo, rhinoceros, leopards and lions. We were currently struggling with the last one, as the enclosure seemed to be empty.We came to a small clearing in the long grass, and there we saw them, a whole pride doing what lions do best: sleeping. It was obvious they had just eaten the male lion lying on a fallen dead tree stump, and his female lionesses below him. He was the king of the jungle, the alpha male, and as I took a photo with my pocket camera, I grinned. The similarities in the car, my lionesses now sitting quietly in the car?s rear seat, were not too dissimilar to what I was photographing.I took another photo, and I did so. I smiled.However, I was also well aware of one major difference, which was, if I mentioned my observation, I would not have remained ?alpha? for very long. So I wisely chose to remain silent, with the wide grin only in my mind.I thought it was time to move the conversation on.?So Clare, you mentioned the other day that you were going to tell Sarah all about yourself.?I had deliberately emphasised the all as I both wanted Sarah to know Clare?s sexuality, otherwise, I knew I would have to tell Sarah and I didn?t want to break my rule about passing on personal information about each of my girlfriends to each other. As I wanted them to do that themselves.I then added whilst glancing in the rear-view mirror escort bursa at Clare, ?I think it is important you do tell everything, so Sarah understands the full story about yourself and, of course, us.?Clare looked at me and came forward so her head was between the two front seats. She somewhat surprisingly kissed my cheek before returning to her seat and saying, ?Are you sure???Yes, I am sure,? and as I said that, I looked back at Sarah.I think she was wondering what she was going to hear and probably thought it was going to be something bad, but she did not say anything. I just hoped Sarah was not going to throw me to the lions after she had heard everything Clare had to say!?I start at the beginning,? Clare said, and she unexpectedly told Sarah in much more vivid detail than she had originally said to me. All about her early years, losing her virginity, the crazy time when she let seven males fuck her multiple times, and was lucky not to get pregnant.?It was then I learned I like anal,? Clare remarked.That was new to me!I bit my lip at that remark and waited for Sarah to say something, anything, but Sarah remained silent and I started to wonder how this was going to go. **Clare went through once again about moving home, school, and friends.We entered the rhino enclosure, not that we saw any, and then she described after the crazy year how she stayed away from boys. I thought the next part would be even more interesting to me, as I was sure Clare had missed something when, several weeks ago, she had recounted her past to me.I also wanted to know if Clare would mention Jaz and their relationship. That, I thought, was important.Sarah was listening intently when I looked over at her. I guess she knew she would be going next. I certainly planned to go last, or not at all, if I could get away with it, though I knew that seemed highly unlikely.?My first official boyfriend was William, or Bill, as he was known. Officially, we were both virgins, but of course, I was lying and I just played hard to get. Well, after three months, I happily gave in and we had sex. I took his virginity, and he thought he had taken mine. It was the first time in my life that I thought I was in love with someone. We were a couple but perhaps stupidly, I asked him for anal sex. He was surprised and then, in the heat of the moment, I told him that he was not my first.?Clare paused, and she glanced out the window. She had previously told me that had been the lowest point of her life.?After that, he did not want to have anything to do with me. As far as he was concerned, I was a slut, and he told everyone that slept around and liked anal sex. It was not a pleasant time of my life, but I learned from it and it helped me with my future decisions, like being open and honest. Though I have to admit I have been anything other than that with Alan, my current long-term boyfriend.?There it was, the full story of Clare?s first boyfriend. I had not known about the fact that it had been Clare?s decision, to be honest with him, that had broken them up as a couple. I also knew that at sixteen, you are not mature and you are not ready to understand how to take on board these small life dramas. It can become all too emotional. Even now, at my current age of nearly twenty-three, I still sometimes struggled.I was hoping with a little more life experience that I would be in a far better position to overcome this issue. This is because I was very sure that with the complication of two girlfriends and therefore two mothering laws, there would be many more issues to face.I also now understood the fact why Clare was telling Sarah everything. It was down to wanting to get all the truth out there? now. She did not want any secrets to come back and bite her later. Clare was opening her soul to Sarah. She wanted a happy, loving and caring relationship, or in our case, relationships.Clare needed her safety net.We left the invisible rhino enclosure and passed into the hippo enclosure. At least we could see bursa merkez escort plenty of them, all in or around a large waterhole. Clare stopped her story just for a minute or so to look at the animals and I took another photo, something to remind us of the day.I also looked back and checked that both the girls were okay. They seemed to be though I didn?t ask, and I picked up speed with the car having all but stopped to take the photo.Clare continued with her story, the hippos now left behind.?I then met Alan. He was good for me. He is older but arrived at just the right time. It was, maybe, at the lowest point in my life. I had no confidence, no beauty??Clare stopped talking. This was not like her, but she was gathering her thoughts and I instantly knew I needed to just say something.?Clare, you?ve always been beautiful, inside and out.? My words had been in my most caring voice and I felt Clare?s hand on my shoulder. She gently squeezed it, a way of saying thank you, before she continued??At first, I thought I loved Alan, just like I did with William, but with time I realised I did not and I started to cheat on him.?Clare then told the story she had told me, of her first infidelity with John (Author?s Note:- See Book 1 ? The Alfa Man in Me, chapter five) but she did not go on to speak about any others though I knew there were at least four more men in her life that she had had sex with, that is, if I was really number sixteen.?The reality was I quickly outgrew Alan, and I knew it after six months. I also realised that I had never truly loved him and the truth was, I never would. We have just been going through the motions, but I also needed him. Sometimes I just needed to escape home, as I needed some personal space. I call it a safety net? My mum will tell you, I was not the easiest child.?I started chuckling. I couldn?t help it, though I also knew it was wrong and ill-judged; especially when Clare somehow managed to nudge me even though she was sitting directly behind me. I shut up, with my ribs now a little sore.We passed the Cape buffalo. They too were around a themed watering hole and after slowing to an almost halt for a minute and taking in the animals as I took another photo.We then moved on, and Clare continued with her story??Tomorrow I will officially break up with Alan and tonight will be the last time I will sleep with him. I just want to have one last fuck with him??Sarah laughed. I thought it was good to hear her laugh, and it told me she was okay, and the lions would remain hungry.After a few giggles, Sarah apologised to Clare for laughing and I noted Clare didn?t nudge Sarah, my ribs, still reminding me that they were a little sore.?How long have you been going out with Alan?? Sarah then carefully asked.?Eighteen months, but it was mostly boring. He is also getting a little too serious and to be honest, I am only still with him because he has a flat, a car, and a big willy even if does not know how to use it.?This time, both the girls started laughing, and I smiled too. Though I didn?t chance to laugh with them, my ribs would not let me. Of course, I had heard it all before from Clare but I still found it very funny.*?Since I met David, again? You do know we met, briefly four years ago??Sarah nodded, and then reinforced her nod and stated, ?Yes, David, told me about Majorca and I have accepted what happened. Clare, let?s just put that behind us, otherwise, we never will be able to move on.?There was suddenly quietness in the car again. I liked what Sarah said but didn?t like this new quietness. So I suddenly said, ?Look at those Emus.?We were in a new compound and it looked like a desert, emus, camels and various other desert-loving animals surrounded us. I wanted the conversation to go back to Clare?s sexual history. We slowed down to a near stop, and I took a photo of a camel. It was an easy subject than the emu who was currently running way faster than the five-mile-an-hour rule!**Clare started her story again??Yes, bursa escort Alan is my boyfriend, but as I mentioned, tomorrow I plan to tell him it is over between us. I need to move on. Ever since I have been with David, he told me that Alan has to wear a condom if I want sex with him. By the way, I am not on the pill. At the moment, I use the rhythm method, which I know is highly risky.?Sarah went quiet, and then she said, ?I know? I got pregnant when I tried to use that form of contraception. It was before David, a time I do not want ever to go back to. I am on the pill now, though.?Sarah then added, after a brief pause, ?I tell you all about it, once you have finished Clare.??Thank you,? Clare quietly replied and then again quietness filled the car. I had been surprised yet pleased that Sarah had spoken and mentioned her short pregnancy. Those words pointed towards Sarah, excepting Clare.I looked at Sarah; I wanted to reassure her, ?We are being careful, using condoms, but Clare?s going on the contraceptive pill soon?? I turned to Clare, ?Aren?t you??Clare just looked out of the window and mumbled, ?Soon.?For an intelligent girl, I never understood Clare?s reluctance to go on the pill, but that was a conversation for another time.We left the desert and came to a new enclosure; it was a sunken waterhole, with an enormous wall around it. In it were crocodiles. One was sunning itself on a rock. I slowed and took a photo before driving on, quietness still in the car.We entered a much larger enclosure. It was mainly grassland, but there were groups of trees and in between them; they were giraffes, at least six of them. On the grassland, there was a herd of zebras, some wilder beasts and around twenty gazelles. To me, it looked like a typical view from Africa, the savannah, not that I had ever been. We slowed, and I took another photo.After a long pause in the conversation, where the girls seemed to take more interest in the animals, Clare quietly mentioned, ?There is something else you should know, Sarah, and this one is currently my biggest secret.?I knew what was coming, and it pleased me that Clare was telling all. She knew I was there if she needed me. As promised, I was now her new ?safety net.??Soon all will know this, but I wanted to tell you first before I come out, which will be soon. I am bisexual, possibly leaning more towards girls, though that is an area of my sexuality I am still not decided on as I have little experience.?Sarah jumped in, ?I thought David was your boyfriend, but he has not mentioned any of this to me!?I knew Clare needed to clarify, but I guessed this part of her sexual history story was not easy for Clare to tell.Clare continued??Yes, David is my boyfriend. Yes, I have fallen in love with him, as I mentioned earlier. There is an attraction there. We both feel it and that is new to me? Sarah, I am sorry??Quietness enveloped the car and once again, I didn?t like it.So I said, ?Have you seen the giraffes over there??*?Err!? I heard from Sarah and a ?What?? from Clare before they both looked up to see them and I slowed and took a photo of the long-legged animals before I thought it was my turn to say something.?Just to clarify, Sarah, yes, you are both my girlfriends, equals, and Clare does still like men.? I then added, probably unwisely, ?Particularly me!?As I said it, I just grinned, but no one else reacted, no chuckles, giggles or even nudges.After my poor little joke, I then added, ?Clare is taking some time to experiment and find her true sexuality and I very much support her in doing this? Sarah, I hope you will support her, too.?I continued??As you know, Sarah, Clare and I first met four years ago and then, by chance, we met again in Majorca and hooked up. Sarah, I know that was wrong, as we were and are still in a loving relationship. We now have talked many times about this and I have tried to be open and honest with you. I love both of you and I am not sorry for that? I ?really? want us to be best friends and lovers in a three-way relationship.?I then asked, ?Do you think that?s possible???It is okay,? Sarah quietly said.?I have got over Majorca, as I have said? and? even though we only just met in person, I like you Clare, but it just feels like there is so much new information. My head is so overloaded, and it also feels? complicated.?